It don’t add up

Ok so, back when I was surrounded by everyone I loved. Most family and friends I left in 2020, up to that point I had two main people in my life that always questioned how I got what I had.

These two people happened to be professionals, they graduated college and had well paying jobs so to them the drop out should never have more than them or at least NOT be as stable as I was.

So, one day one of them made a comment to me and said “I don’t know how you do it” I said what? How I do what?

The person replied “I feel like no matter how much I try I can’t catch up on my bill or seem to be able to afford to move on my own”.

To be honest in that moment I felt uncomfortable, why? Because I felt someone who has more than me felt like I had more than them and for this person to be looking at the little I had in that way, allowed me to understand the level of the envy this person felt towards me.

I was so far from looking at these people with their same eyes towards me that it made me angry, the more I thought of it as time went on the more upset I became.

Anyways, I responded: well if you take a look at how we spend our money it makes sense. Because I don’t travel anywhere and you constantly do. I don’t have credit cards and you do. I usually spend most of my money on bills and food and making sure the boys have what they need. I don’t even go shopping and I do my own hair at home. Unless is a special occasion for me to go shopping I just don’t meanwhile you go shopping often and you go to the salon at least once every two weeks. You can do it tho I am sure once you set your goal to get your own place you’ll make it happen.

She changed the conversation…

I share this to say that, if we don’t invest our monies on the same shit and our properties ain’t the same WHY TF ARE YOU questioning wtf I have?

I know of some who are all up in my energy todays day who are questioning my gains without knowledge of how hard it has been for me to obtain the things that I have and not that I have to explain myself to anyone but sometimes people just need to be told you know of their little unpleasant feelings. TBH it’s so annoying to me when people who don’t like me be all up in my business because I could care less what someone else has or how they got material gains. Kudos to you.

looking at how someone else got what they got won’t get you what you want. The way you get what you believe you should have is by actually going for it. Make it your goal, your business, to truly obtain what you need and want.

Feeling that because you make more money than someone else & that someone else doesn’t deserve what they have earned or gained ain’t it hun. The more you mind your business the better it is for you and your pockets.

Look in the mirror! And stop investing your time and energy into how God and the Divine choose to gift those who are obedient and follow love through all their doings. See me I can be petty too but to be honest being loving is more fun 😘

XOXOXO